Yes, I am still here!
I don't have access to my computer at the moment, but as I am being quite motivated, I felt like letting you guys know, that in 2015 I will be posting more regularly. I wish I could say, that the reason for my inactivity was too little time, but it was more of a general depressive phase where I did not feel like doing anything. This year was so unproductive, it hurts. I've never stopped drawing at all but I didn't feel that anything I drew was worth mentioning, not even drawings I posted here nontheless.
Even though the rejection from that one university I applied to, made me very upset and left me with no clue of what to do with my life, I realized that it wasn't meant to be. I do not say that to calm myself or as an excuse, but because that subject I applied to, wasn't even what I really wished for. I just couldn't see it at that moment.
As I probably mentioned already, my employer once told me "the worst thing you can do as a traditional artist is, to apply for graphics design".
And he was right. I am currently working in a design agency and, even though it's quite nice, I am heavily restricted regarding own creativity. So...I was searching..and searching, for something I could imagine to be a good thing for me and the idea I have at the moment is, to apply for costume design. I am mostly drawing figures, I always loved costumes/theatre and I am interested in history. I wasted way too much time..but I hope things get rolling in 2015.
Well, to keep it short (hah..), I am very motivated but scared. But enough of that, 2015 can only get better!
I wish you all a wonderful start in 2015 and hope you'll have a great time today!
And thank you for the birthday wishes